First of all, I haven't lied to you. Hindi kita siniraan kay L.L. and especially sa mga kaibigan mo. I am not happy seeing you frustrated or anything. You said that it was FUN that I am gaining- DAMN!- How can you be so sure?! Why will it be fun for me to see a person so valuable in my life suffer?
I am not accusing you. I just want to confirm things. Things that I've heard that you said unto me. Because unlike others, I confirm things first before I judge. Secondly, I have also heard that I?? was the one who spread the issues because you chose R.T.T. over me T_T- this is INSANITY!-I admit, maybe in one way or another I have courted you but I know what you feel for him and I respect that. Most importantly, I was not the one who have spread the issues especially to the teachers.
I know how imperfect I am and I know that but that doesn't mean that I did not do anything good and in fact, I DEFEND you- all the time and I can prove that. I am not talking about you behind your back unless it is a very important matter. I love you and you know that from the start so I will not do anything to hurt nor destroy you.
S.B. has nothing to do with this. "Sabihan mo na ako ng sinungaling at hindi makapagkakatiwalaan"- but I am telling you nothing but the truth. I will not let the trust that you have entrusted me be broken just because of this. The issue between L.L. and I has already been resolved. If you have already made up your mind then I know that there's nothing I can do to change that but at least I have tried.
Reagarding to R.D.F., yes, I was definitely mad. Why the hell do you have to tell me those stupid things through another person? How sure are you that it was me?! I thought you were my friend but now I know that it's true- all of those are true. But do not worry, I have already gone over it and promised myself that I will not get involved anymore.
I am "so over" with all the judgments, stories and names that you have been calling me and now, it is my time to speak out. "Alam kong mali yung nagawa ko at pinagsisihan ko na 'yun." It is not right for me to tell C.J.V. and I admit that it was my bad. "Nadulas lang ako sa kanya at inamin ko sa'yo yun." It was her that I have only told upon and believe it or not, it is TRUE.
Lastly, "Hindi mo kailangan na sakyan ang amga sinasabi ko para palabasing okay tayo." You can just tell me frankly that you do not believe me and I swear- It will be over. I will admit that I was the one who sent a message to you last Tuesday through S.B.'s phone and I know that "binabalewala mo ako." Well, FINE with me. At least now I am slowly recovering from all of those BULLSHITS. You can even check my shoutout on Friendster- moving forward and beyond. A good line that well expresses the value of MOVING ON despite of the factors in life that hold you back.
Again, thanks for being my friends and I hope that you will live in prosper and with peace in your minds forever.
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